UNFINISHED /: someday I’ll have the patience and time to complete a full 365 project..

January 1, 2012 | Day 1

This isn’t how I wanted to start the new year. I’m hurt and heart broken. I’ve never felt such heartache in my life and I hope this will be the only time I ever have to feel this pain. I plan on getting my life together this year. I’m not going spend my time on everyone else. I’m going to spend this year on me. Let’s see how this year goes. Happy new year everyone. I wish you the best(:

January 2, 2012 | Day 2

Today wasn’t too bad. The morning was kinda depressing. I just woke up in a sad mood and couldn’t shake it off. But I went to work and worked with a lot of my favorite people. We were all just in a feisty mood for no reason and clownin on each other so we were just laughing all night long. I love when work can be fun like that(:

January 3, 2012 | Day 3

So I got rid of my car today, finally. That stupid car.. I’m actually going to miss it. It was my first car and had some good memories with it. But I’m excited to try and find a new, better car. I’m actually in a fairly good mood today. I saw  my ex and it didn’t hurt. It didn’t hurt like it used to. It actually made me realize that I’m getting over her and I’m capable of moving on and loving again. I can feel that my heart is healing. Perhaps 2012 won’t be so bad after all. Now time to go out with my friends for taco tuesday!(:

January 4, 2012 | Day 4

I love this song. I’ve been listening to it a lot lately and I keep singing it at work and getting it stuck in everyone’s heads hahaa. Went to the club tonight and got druuunnnkkkkkk. hahaha oh man I needed it so badly. I miss going out with my panda and david. We used to have so much together and we’re getting back into that and I couldn’t be happier. They are two of my bestfriends that I just couldn’t live without(:
p.s. yes, i took this picture today (jan 5) the picture i had for yesterday just wasn’t good lol

January 5, 2012 | Day 5

Oh what a day today has been. I’m still not too sure what’s going on haha I feel like it’s all a sick joke or something. But whateverrrr. I’ve been learning a lot about myself lately. I’m learning how to deal with stress and I’m learning how to put myself and my feelings first. It’s something that everyone has to do every now and then. I’m really working on me and just taking things one day at a time. I’m trying not to live in the past and just live in the present. The past is the past and no one can change it so there’s no reason to dwell on it(:

January 6, 2012 | Day 6

Tired of the name calling and the lies and the heart ache. I’m just tired of it all. I just can’t do it anymore and I’m not going to let myself be put through it.

January 7, 2012 | Day 7

I’ve finally found a reason to smile again(:

January 8, 2012 | Day 8
I got to see this adorable little monster today :D My niece is my everything. I love her to pieces. I can’t wait for the days when she asks her mom if she can spend the day with her auntie jojo(: alksdjfal I just love her so much!(:

January 9, 2012 | Day 9

I haven’t taken pictures like this in a while. I was feeling good today. I’ve been feeling good a lot lately. Ever since I started talking to other people and being distracted from my heart break, everything has been better. It’s like a bunch of stress has been lifted off my shoulders(:

January 10, 2012 | Day 10

It’s pretty self explanatory… I no longer get butterflies in my stomach from her, I get full grown flamingos. Hahaha I’m so happy I met this girl. I’m not even trying to be in a relationship and neither is she. We both just understand each other and it just takes off all the pressure. We’re just talking and having a good time with each other’s company. I love it(:

January 11, 2012 | Day 11

Went to the club again tonight just to see Kelly :P On the way there I stopped at a 7-11 to get a drink and locked my keys in my car <_< but I’ve found out that if a cop calls AAA for you they will get there 10x faster. They got there in like 10mins! But yea, the club was a lot fun. I have such a great time with Kelly. And her friends were a lot of fun too(:

January 12, 2012 | Day 12

I hung out with Kelly again tonight(: I met her at her work and then we walked around Downtown Long Beach. We sat in front of this really pretty water fountain thing for a while and just talked and then these guys kept hitting on Kelly so we moved and were sitting in front of this pretty view and we just talked some more. It was freezing but I didn’t want to leave. I just wanted to stay and talk to her all night long(:

January 13, 2012 | Day 13

I woke up today to the sun shining and a little bit of warmth coming through the back door. I wanted to just go to the park or something and enjoy the warm weather while it lasts but my mom has the car so I was kinda just stuck. But I opened all the blinds and windows and just enjoyed it from the inside haha(:

January 14, 2012 | Day 14

RAWR(: 

January 15, 2012 | Day 15

My mood was weird today. I was fine during the day and then during work my mood changed to irritated and grumpy. Then I got home and just felt really lonely and sad, it was weird. I just can’t pin point what exactly is making me feel this way. I have a few ideas but I don’t even want to think about them.

January 16, 2012 | Day 16

Today was most definitely better. I woke up and was supposed to do some laundry but I just didn’t feel like it so I decided that I would try and curl my hair and it worked! My hair seriously never curls and I got it to curl today with my straightener. Then I hung out with Kelly and saw the movie ‘We Bought A Zoo’ which is where I got the “it only takes 20 seconds” from. Once you see if you’ll understand it. I actually really enjoyed the movie. And yes, we actually sat and watched it :P I’m excited that I get to see her on weds too. I think we are either going to go to Disneyland or walk around the beach? Not too sure yet but I’m excited(: